greiko

12:19 am: It's been a while..
It seems the closer i get to my goal of finding the truth, the more questiosn arise.
It's stupid almost, I sit there and stare at it for hours! I solve it and think i'm the shit, then once i see where it leads BOOM, two more puzzles for me to solve.
Why can't they Just come out and say it, why all the secrecy? Oh well.. atleast I'm very much a hed of the pack. I only tell people a quarter of what I really know. Maybe thats part of it.I know and I don't share... The people who know won't tell me. So they make me read stupid things in french and latin and in code. It's hard to crack a code in language you don't know! Oh well, it's coming a long, Just talking longer then I expected. I've decided to start to let some of things I know leak. So I won't be so alone. But who is worthy of the truth? I can't decided that.. So if you fegure it out, you are worthy :) ..... as a clue to what i'm talking about
I gesture the following:

Did you notice that people's foundation is the rock? A single little rock buried benieth a great eddifce. And yet, The rock is long since dead.
Now it's something else. Something quite impugnable. This new, symbolic rock, although not a rock at all, is solid and stubborn.

11:59 am: UPDATE ON JOSE
Update:

For those of you not sure whats going on in my life. I've been busy as hell. I suppose I shall start this from, Dec 31 2004. That day Red lobster gave me crap for the last time, I put in my two weeks notice, but was asked to leave promptly on account of my stubborn will to speak my mind. I quit though, so that I could work for time on T&T and Melaluca. At first It was scary, imagine relying purely on yourself, to pay your bills a month. Although i will admit If it wasn't for my brother mike, Who knows where i'd be. All of Jan I paid my own way, all my bills I paid with money I earned not at a conventional Job, and for the first time in my life, my organization did something for me, that most people can't do for themselves. It supported me. I created it, I gave it LIFE, I believed in it when only me and my partner did. I breast fed the damn thing, and now! It's growing. With two concerts a month, It sustains itself. Feb has been an echty month because i'm only have 1 concert that month. so..yeah. Anyway, i've been working a lot. Melaluca is network marketing. You know, it's a pyramid scheme. Well, not really because pyramids are illegal But since most of you don't know squat about business thats what it will look like to you. So you ask, "Jose.. if it's a pyramid scheme why do it? I mean, only few people make money off that you know?" Simple. Because i'm that only few who succeeds. If you meet someone who did network marketing and it did nothing for them, it's not that they were scammed, they simply gave up. But it's not in me to give up. Even now, when things are tough. But i've learned things work themselves out for me. I'm not sure why, but they do. Maybe God just likes me. Even if i spend large amounts of my time patronizing those who shriek his name in reverence with resounding falsehood. However things are tough, my mom told me to get a Job. WHAT?!? get a job? I can't give up! not now! not when i've come this far and tasted only a crumb of the sweet big pink cake of victory! You know thats the problem.. I must succeed, because i've tasted what it's like to live my dream. Where i can sleep in all day. I don't answer to any boss. I just work at whatever pace i want. No one bothers me. And Wealth is just around the corner. It's tough now and it's been tough before. If you walked 1,000 miles to a great hall full of your favorite food and drink but when you got there the door was locked, and there was one helping of both food and drink outside the door what would you do? Eat what you got, and go. Eat what you got to regain strength and bust open the door? How could anyone ever go back, once they have tasted the best? how can you settle for something that isn't the best? I CANT DO THAT! My life has been.. Well when I was in high school, I wanted to be a computer security consultant. I did that upon my year of graduation, I worked at subway, carl's Jr, Subway, then as my dream Job from which i wanted to retire making 20$ an hour. I reached my life's goal without even breaking a sweat! without going to college.
I rub shoulders with grown men who hate their Jobs. I don't want to be them! So i've got a new dream. Lets see if i can do it in one year again. All of you.. Do me a favor.. before you give up and conform to the social norm and do what ritual requires you to do (ladies in the Kitchen, men in the office) before you do what THE MAN wants you to do, before you give up, Make sure you get your shot to do the incredible, so that you can walk away knowing you went out swinging. You fought till the end. Not, you went to college that didn't work out so you got married formed a family, and did what everyone else does. Not that there is anything wrong with that. I'm Just saying, MAKE SURE you did your best to stand out and touch a star. Make sure you fought that fight, which was impossible to win, that hopeless battle that demanded energy and effort beyond humanly possible. That fight that makes your legs feel wobbly your hands clammy. One more favor.. Never give up.

p.s saturday night there is going to be some intense hide and go seek at midnight, let me know if you want to come....Yeah thats right fuckers Hide and go Seek!!

11:56 pm: WOOT
My concert went great. It wasn't as profitable as i hoped, but it was a great show. I'm sensing some good things in the near future. My next concert is the 11th. You guys better come!

03:38 pm: Genius see's the answer before the question.
16,18,15,15,6 15,6 1 7,18,5,1,20,5,18 16,15,23,5,18 = a.fah